Squirt on your mama!

;Thursday, October 29, 2009

Hello bestie,
I feel that the barriers and walls are already building up.
Don't worry, you didn't want to build it anyway, I understand that.
But I will do my best to break it, not with just plain words but actions.

I've so much to tell you, so much things to explain, so much things to apologise for.
But we both know that time is running against us.

I've decided that today will mark the day that I stop smoking.
Our friends will all laugh at me, thinking i'm naive or it's not gonna happen.
But I will prove it, definitely will.

I know I've hurt you times and again.
I know I'm being too much, being unreasonable, attitude as and when.
I know that you will think that I'm just trying to make you happy, and only starts doing things when things already happened.
But I really don't want to lose you.

I once told you, you changed my world, you added colours to my life and you are part of my life.
Losing you will be a disaster to me, and you know it.

This isn't any simple sweet talk in order to get you back. Every single word, is from the bottom of my soul and I want you to know how important you are to me.
Thanks for that night bestie, your words are encouraging and it made me realised that I was way too childish.

Yet again, I'm sorry bestie and I love you(:

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