Hello brothers, it's gonna be a whole new year soon! And surprisingly we have know each other for 7 years and our 8th year is coming so soon. John, it's gonna be our 11th year, FML LOL! Remember how we talk about what issit gonna be like in 10 years time? Everything just happen so fast. Let's enjoy the last day of 2009 together brothers!
And hello bestie! Obviously not forgetting you! We will be seeing each other soon later! To be truthful, it's really like finally :( I kinda miss you too HAHAHA! Not that I wanna avoid you or what. It's just that I have to be auto abit. If you can figure out what I'm trying to say lol. Anyway we ruined our "perfect" decemeber. We tried our best to build to build a perfect december. We promised not to have fights. But our miscommunication had brought everything down. Nevermind(: We have a whole new year waiting for us! We can do so much better next year. No fights, no attitude, no cold war. Just like how we used to be. 2010, we gonna be bestie for a year soon! Loveyou bestie!
Statistics show that heavy smokers get more severe colds and more frequent ones.
Even being around smoke profoundly zaps the immune system. Smoke dries out your nasal passages and paralyzes cilia. These are the delicate hairs that line the mucous membranes in your nose and lungs, and with their wavy movements, sweep cold and flu viruses out of the nasal passages. Experts contend that one cigarette can paralyze cilia for as long as 30 to 40 minutes.
No wonder, this is the second time it happened. FML Imma quit now.
Currently at work place and I'm seriously fucking tired. I only slept for like 2 hours last night. I hate insomnia esp when you have school the next day! Stick Stickly - Attack attack! It feels like we just get to know each other. When will I stop relying on cigg?
sighhhhhh! I hate today's module. Never fail to make me feel like a loser and a burden! I must change after the holiday! I cannot continue to be like this!
I miss you Bestie! I still remember the first time I met you, I didn't even bother looking at you the second time. But now, who knows we became bestie! The moment you became my bestie, I know my life will be different. And thank you for making my life so different. You are really someone that is so special to me. I just can't imagine the day when we will go separate ways. You have bring in lots of joy and laughter to my life. Now thinking back, our friendship was so pure and innocent. There were no fights and attitudes, There were no arguement and disagreement. However, things seems to change. It changed to something that we detest it. But of course, we are trying our best to understand each other. Just to avoid all the unnecessary conflict. Because we both know we care for each other. Because we love each other very very very much. Because we cherish the friendship we are having now. Once again, I want to thank you for everything! Thank god for letting you step into my life! I will cherish you and treat you even better than before! BESTIE I LOVE YOU!<3
You said this could only get better There's no rush cause we have each other You said this would last forever But now I doubt if I was your only lover
Are we just lost in time? I wonder if your love's the same Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder than you know Cause girl you're driving me so crazy
How can I miss you if you never would stay? If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away) Inside me now there's only heartache and pain So where's the fire? You've become the rain
Are we just lost in time? I wonder if your love's the same Cause I'm not over you
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder than you know (Girl you're driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go) Not loving you is harder than you know (Yeah)
So I'll make the call And I'll leave today I'm gonna miss you cause I love you baby
And I'll make the call I'm leaving today And leaving always drives me crazy
Leaving always drives me crazy
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder than you know (Yeah)
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder than you know (Cause girl you're driving me so crazy)
And if you don't want me then I guess I'll have to go Not loving you is harder than you know (Girl you're driving me so crazy)
Baby, don't talk to me I'm trying to let go Not loving you is harder than you know Girl you're driving me so crazy
Stop there and let me correct it I wanna live a life from a new perspective You come along because I love your face and I'll admire your expensive taste And who cares divine intervention I wanna be praised from a new perspective But leaving now would be a good idea So catch me up on getting out of here
This is the latest picture we actually took, hahaha! Anyway, hello bestie, this is for you. I didn't know that you always have such high expectation on me and again I disappoint you. You have heard my reason and I have heard yours too. I'm sorry to disappoint you again and again. I really don't know what else to say except to apologise. Times and again, I failed as a bestie. I fail to my job properly as a bestie. The least I could do this morning is just drop you a morning message and yet somehow it slipped off my mind. Yet again it's our lack of understanding and communication. We didn't want to fight, we didn't want to show attitude cause we know what is likely to happen. We want to hold on to this friendship real tight. It's only first decemeber, let's not let shit get in our way this december bestie! Love you!
Rainbow Madness; 1:41 AM
;Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Every steps that I take is another mistake to you.
