So the fact is that we've broken up and are now walking separate paths. No point thinking about the reasons behind this break up, it's not gonna help at all.

In fact, I didn't lose anything. Apart that I lost someone I genuinely love.

Sometimes I do get alot of what ifs questions.

What if she comes back?

Well I think this is what kills most of us when it comes to break up. This can only be carefully thought through when it really happen. So for now, I won't even think about it.

What if she still loves you?

Actions speaks louder then words. So if she really does, she needs to act. My door is not completely shut, she knows how to contact me. Anyway, my doors are all open, if I ever met someone, all door closes!

Rainbow Madness; 11:05 PM