But every dream you were in, you were as cold as how you are in real life. I would often wake up to such constant pain and rejection.

I still clearly remember a dream. We were sitting at Starbucks and we were waiting for someone. He came shortly after - for you. He took you away from me, and there is a moment you grabbed my sleeve telling me you didn't want to go. But I pull away.

Last night. I dreamt that you came over for dinner. You were lying on my bed. Everything seems fine until you said that you need to leave. I asked why don't you stay but you gave me a weird look. Realisation then hit me real hard, and I said "Oh right, sorry I forgot we broke up."

But I really miss you.

Rainbow Madness; 11:46 AM